Hello to who ever reads these words!

It's been a while huh? Sorry bout that just busy living life, no time to write as much :/. Wish I did, I can write on my blog, work on that book of mine, maybe even read one now and then! So I'm graduating in a matter of WEEKS! My prom is on Sunday, I'll try getting some pictures of that up here but yea...It'll be fun but I don't know? I'll tell you how that goes. Um I need to get out of this place...I dunno if I should keep writting now...I sorta watching a show so I'm more into that. I'll try though! At LEAST once a week. So adios for now!

Cus they cool :D

Because we all need a couple of words of wisdom...

Her Eyes Don't Light Up When She Hears Your Name Anymore. 

She Doesn't Get Chills When You Walk By And Her Heart Doesn't Race When You Smile At Her. 

You Don't Get To Her Like You Used To. 

Your Just A Bad Memory In The Back Of Her Mind. 

So Don't Be Surprised Next Time You Make Your Way Past Her And She Doesn't Even Glance Your Way. 

And Don't Bother Trying To Talk To Her, You Won't Get A Response. 

She's Over Fighting The Same Losing Battle. 

The Saddest Part Is That You Have No One To Blame But Yourself. 

She Gave You Every Chance You Could Ask For. 

And You Fucked Up Every Time. 

Now She Walks Around With Nothing But A Smile On Her Face, And She Laughs Louder Then Ever Before. 

Looks Like You've Lost Her Bro

 

 

Random quote by a friend...I'm gonna start posting more stuff here when I use my lap top...

The End 12.13.11

"When I look into your eyes it's like watching the night sky or a beautiful sunrise. There's so much they hold and just like them old stars, I see that you've come so far to be right where you are. How old is your soul? I won't give up on us even if the skies get rough. I'm giving you all my love. I'm still looking up. And when you're needing your space to do some navigating, I'll be here patiently waiting to see what you find. 'Cause even the stars they burn, some even fall to the earth. We've got a lot to learn, God knows we're worth it. No, I won't give up. I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily. I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make. Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake and in the end, you're still my friend. At least we did intend for us to work. We didn't break, we didn't burn. We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in. I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not and who I am. I won't give up on us even if the skies get rough. I'm giving you all my love, I'm still looking up. I won't give up on us, no I'm not giving up. God knows I'm tough enough, I am tough, I am loved. We've got a lot to learn, we're alive, we are loved. God knows we're worth it and we're worth it. I won't give up on us even if the skies get rough. I'm giving you all my love, I'm still looking up."


I was in the process of making this a while back...obviously it's sorta worthless now. Either way, I love you <Sergio Oswaldo Araujo3...no matter what came in between us.

"I stop to catch my breath and I stop to catch your eye. No need to second-guess that you've been on my mind."

I'm where I've always wanted to be so am I not happy? The answer is simple enough, you're not there with me.

"The days are drifting away from me. I still wake up burning through everything and it’s all I know. Somebody save me now. And I saw pictures in my head but I swear I saw you opening up again. Cause I would be heavenly if baby you'd just rescue me now."
You confuse me, the things you do, the things you say like "so much for 1 + 1 = you and me". They get to me when they shouldn't. I just wanna be happy and all the little things you do give me the slight bit of hope, that you'll give me my "cup of happiness".

"I thought that I had everything. I didn't know what life could bring but now I see, honestly, you’re the one thing I got right. The only one I let inside now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me."
Kinda self explanatory...I need you, is there much more to say?

"And I'll never see those days again and things will never be that way again but thats just how it goes. People change, but I know I wont forget you. To the ones who cared and who were there from the start. To the love that left and took a piece of my heart. To the few who’d swear I´d never go anywhere. Where are you now?"
True, oh so true...how I wish they were different but they are not.

"To the face I see in my memories, where are you now? Where are you now? Cause I´m thinking of you. You showed me how how to live like I do. If it wasn’t for you I would never be who I am."
It's true. I love you cus of who you are and who you made me be. I don't know who I'd be if things were different. As much as you're your own person, you make a little piece of me too.



I made a cool desktop :) Have a look:

Adios kiddos. Gonna go avoid my chores & the super bowl commotion.

Found a bunch of plushes people have given me...decided to make a collage of me with it so here ya go:

The dates:
Tigger: October 2007(?) / White bear: Feb 14, 2008 / Puppy: November 12, 2009 / Penguin December 12, 2009 / Stitch: November 12, 2010 / Mushroom: January 2012

Well Adios kiddos!